August 29, 2006

  • So everybodys back in Stillwater or whatever, and the interesting thing is the realization that most of them didnt give me the time of fuckin day this summer. So fuck em, I spent the last week in Cali again, the retreat was...the best experience of my life. To see my old friends, my new friends, my inspirations. To see Kayley after four years, we would write each other and one day she dropped off the map, and when I couldnt get a hold of her or her mom, with the demons she was facing at the time I thought she had...well. Then she dropped back in like a nuclear bomb, it was amazing. The center had so much energy flowing through it, to see the fog roll in below us in the red wood valley and then cover and surround us was a trip in itself. Every time I go to California, whether Im driving through it or visiting or whatever, my adrenaline rushes, I become so happy like in a fantastic dream. So, school in the spring, the parents will pay the rent, and eventually Im out. I have officially caught the fever of wanting to get out of Oklahoma. Me and the girls had a good laugh about the fact that Oklahoma doesnt have mountains or deserts or snow storms, yet for some reason its the hardest place on the planet to escape.


    I heard it's cold out, but her popsicle melts
    She's in the bathroom, she pleasures herself
    Says I'm a bad man, she's locking me out
    It's cause of these things, it's cause of these things